You Don't Understand

You don't understand that I don't believe this is for me anymore.
You don't understand the stress I'm feeling everyday
The white spaces surrounding me walks around with so much pride
No stress, no pain, just living through life with no worries.
I on the other hand go through each day with a fact that i just want
to give up, I wonder if I'm going to be able to make it another day
You don't understand, that I have never felt this way before and
It's taking a hold of me
What do I do
Where do I go
 What will I say
They will not understand
You don't understand that I am going through a difficult stage
But I won't show my face!