There's Nothing Like Home

"There's nothing like home." I miss Chicago so much I never thought that I would miss it this much. I was in a rush to live that I forgot where I was heading to wich is this town called Waverly. It's so lame. It's small, country and prejudice. I'm use to my big city with build, talll builds and lots of people walking. I can't do the one thing I love to do when I'm bored, and believe me I'm definitely bored, which is going shopping. Waverly doesn't have any good clothing stores and the stores they do have are in long distance, about 30 minutes away. I don't have transportation. Sometimes when I see a old white person or little white kids they just stare at me like they've never seen a black person before. It's rude and disrespectful and I don't like it one bit. Some of the white people in Waverly walking pass me give out fake smiles and hello's. If you don't want to speak then why waste your breath? Believe me you're not hurting or offending me because I really don't care, so keep it walking and save you're fake smile for somebody else. I'm definitely not use to living in this kind of envirnment. I feel uncomfortable and unwanted. I'm thinking about finshing my freshmen year off here at Wartburg, then start off fresh in Chicago. I think it's better. That way everyone black and white, get all the they want. I don't like it here and it's crazy cause I thought that Wartburg was the place for me. I thought that if I went to a small college in a small town I will be able to stay focus. Be able to accomplish something, but I was wrong. I guess that's want I get for thinking and trying to leave my past behind. It's okay, I'm going to make it!